Psalm 31:19 Oh how great is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee; which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men!
Here lately there has been times I have paused and asked “God where are you? Why , oh why has this problem these trials, this affliction on my family not turned around.” Somedays I have even just sat in the precense of God in complete silence…(I know some of you find that really hard to imagine) But I just sit there with tears rolling down my cheeks. Because I know God is in control. I know God sees my pain. I know God is going to turn this all around. I know God is going to deliver my children from drugs, alcohol, and pornography. So why is my heart so heavy? Why do I feel exhausted?
Well………the answer……….
God’s timing is not my timing. God knows exactly what I need and when I need it. So I need to stop worrying….stop fretting…..and trust and wait upon him!!!!!! Completely!!!!! Without Wavering!!!!!!
The moment I prayed and brought my family before the throne of God, He ordained a time, a moment to bring my prayer to pass!!!!!! He ordained the 100% deliverance of my children. He set a time to bring healing to their lives and our family. So all I have to do is just put my complete trust in Him. Choose to praise Him through the journey of their discovery!!!! No matter how hard some days may be all He wants me to do is trust Him….TRUST HIS TIMING, TRUST HIS PLAN, TRUST HIM…I mean after all He isn’t shook up at all with whats going on……He knows what time it is!!!!!!!
PRAYER,
PRECIOUS LORD, I KNOW IN THIS PRESENT DAY IT IS SO EASY FOR US ESPECIALLY MOTHERS TO WORRY ABOUT OUR CHILDREN. WORRYING ABOUT WHAT THEIR TOMORROW MAY BRING WHEN THEY ARE LIVING IN SIN. HOWEVER, GOD I FOR ONE REPENT, REPENT FOR NOT TRUSTING YOUR TIMING, NOT WAITING ON YOU IN THE RIGHT SPIRIT. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE OUR BEST COMPLETELY IN MIND WHEN YOU MAKE THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE…..AND TODAY I AM MAKING YOU A PROMISE LORD……THAT EVEN THOUGH SOME DAYS MAY BE HARDER THAN OTHERS TO WATCH MY CHILDREN MAKE HORRIBLE DECISION, LIFE ALTERING DECISIONS…….I WILL TRUST YOU…..I WILL LAY THEM DOWN AT YOUR FEET, AND TRUST YOU COMPLETELY!!!!!!!
YOUR A GOOD GOD, A MIGHTY GOD, A LOVING GOD, A NEVER CHANGING GOD, AND I WILL FOREVER TRUST YOU!!!!!