Monthly Archives: February 2018

I hate when my back is out it gives me to much time to think. I try to pray…..but my mind as a mom just keeps taking off. I can’t help but to think of my little girl, well she … Continue reading →

Isaiah 49:23, “Then you will know that I am the LORD. Those who hope in me will not be disappointed.” Thankful that the God of hope holds my hand. I have let doubt after doubt flood my mind…..however even though … Continue reading →

One of my favorite stories in the Bible is Jehoshaphat. He was about to take on one of the biggest battles in his life. Three armies at once was coming to destroy him. To the human eye there was no … Continue reading →

I woke up today with tears waiting to fall. It’s like I am just fighting to breath. This time I literally have had my breath knocked out of me. I am grieving the loss of my child to the prison … Continue reading →

An extremely rough evening. 7:30 phone rings asking me to accept a collect call from North Central Regional Jail. I do. And I hear my little girl crying her heart out because she has loss all hope. I couldn’t help … Continue reading →

My daughter has been found. Praise God! But honestly it hurts so much because she’s not home with me, she’s in jail. You know I actually just began to write about our family’s battle with drug addicted children. I am … Continue reading →

This letter is for any drug addicted child and My Dear Clarissa,My mind is screaming, I’m abandoning you. Even though you and I know you’re all grown up, but to me, no matter what you’ll always be my baby. And … Continue reading →

Sitting here tonight realizing that have lost my babygirl……my little girl is gone….the baby girl I held in my arms while whispering words of wonderful Christ filled hymns of the Lord.. Gone is the little girl whose fingernails I would … Continue reading →