I just wanted to share a small prayer this evening……..The last couple of months my faith has been wavering as it sometimes do when tough times hit that brings me to my knees ….which by the way is an awesome place to be. I pray that it helps someone in the mist of a battle that you just simply feel……tired, exhausted, scared, hurt, just completely bewildered about what your are going through.
Heavenly Father,
The last few months have been rough to say the least. You know me and I like to fix things, fix people, but I have learned n0t in me to do. I am not going to lie I want to wipe the fear away from people who fearing about what tomorrow may bring. I want wipe away the tears and make the people who have lost loved ones this holiday away. I want to take the drug problem away that is destroying our youth. BUT I CAN’T…….. 🙁 It seems lately no matter how many prayers I pray, no matter how I much I encourage I encourage the broken heart it keeps getting worse. However Lord you also know that even though my faith wavered it never disappeared, because I have asked your forgiveness and have ask you to make me stronger. You have placed these challenges in our lives to make us stronger, to make us fighters, to make a ROYAL WARRIORS OF CHRIST. I will not stop believing in deliverance, I will not stop hoping for a better tomorrow, I will not stop saying a miracle is right around the corner………because you have given me a heart of compassion, a heart of praise, a heart of hope, a heart of passion for you, a heart of unconditional love. Your a good God, a faithful God, a merciful God, a forgiving God…..and I am truly grateful from the depths of my heart for each and every battle and victory. Most of all Lord thank you for opening my eyes to one special fact today……what you endure what you press through that shows the depth of my desire to be you daughter…..your baby girl!!! I love you Lord. Amen