First I want to apologize to everyone for not posting. However, I am beginning to realize that our sickness should never define us. I have had a hysterectomy, then something went chaotic with my liver. Then my bladder and bowels stop working. Now they found arthritis in my spine and are going to do MRI because the x-ray seen some other things too and they want to be sure. I however was letting this sickness pull me into bondage again. I actually ended up smoking. Something God delivered me from long ago. I personally am ashamed of myself for allowing this to happen. Breaking God’s heart. I have repented and me and him are working to get that nasty habit out of my life.
Now that I have begun to put my life back together and quit sitting on my butt, and quit letting the devil push me around. I have decided to stand tall and let the devil know my sickness isn’t going define me no longer. Trust me there are days when I am exhausted and it hurts to even move physically and I still get down sometimes. However, I am trusting that through all of this nasty tribulation I have been through there is a reason.

Heavenly Father tonight I come to asking you to comfort the sick one that are suffering daily. Whether its physical or mental put your hand upon them and deliver them for looking a their sickness and begin to look at you. I especially lift someone I know very dearly up in prayer who tried to end her life. I am glad and I speechless that you took hand and touch the situation and kept her. Her work is not done. she has so much to do for you. In Jesus precious name….amen

Never give in.. never, never, never, never, in nothing great or small, large or petty, never give in except to convictions of honor and good sense. Never yield to force.. never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy. – Winston Churchill